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무사히 퇴원하고 집에 잘 도착해서 쉬고 있습니당😊 목요일 오전, 배가 너무 아파서 잠에서 깼고 흔한 장염인 줄 알았다. 금욜이 됐는데도 배가 나아지지 않고 이젠 아랫배가 엄청나게 아프기 시작했다. 참을까 싶었으나 식은땀이 줄줄 나고 침대 위에서 정말 구르게 아파서 결국 어제 간 병원에 다시 전화를 했다. 의사 쌤은 맹장염같다고 근처 ER로 가라고 하셨다.😭 사실 이때까진 아무 생각이 없었다. 여권과 보험증명서, SSN, 혹시 몰라 2019까지 전부 다 챙겨들고, 예전에 뽑아놨던 보험카드까지 챙겼다. 그 정신에 보험되는 병원 검색하고 우버를 불렀다. 근처 큰 병원에 응급실로 가서 CT찍고, 맹장염 판정 받고, 수술까지 총 8시간에 다 일어났다. 미국치고는 상당히 빠른 속도에 놀랬다.. 사실 CT찍으러 가면서, 진짜 진짜 무서웠다.😭 너무너무 무서워서 진짜 울면서 끅끅거리면서 너무 아프고 집에 가고 싶다는 말만 했다. 갑자기 너무 통증이 심각해지는데, 멀리 있는 간호사쌤을 부를 수가 없었다. 옆에 누구라도 있었으면 바로 조치해줬을텐데 혼자 누워서 아픔을 견뎌야 한다는 게 너무 눈물이 났다. 진짜 집에 너무너무 가고 싶었다....ㅠㅠㅠ 수술은 한국인 선생님도 계셔서 주의사항 잘 듣고, 마취하고 눈 뜨니 회복실. 그리고 첫 식사로 샌드위치를 줘서 먹고 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 밤새 약에 취해 자다 깨다를 반복하고 아침 식사를 와플로 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 빵구 나와야 먹는 거 아닌가?_? 싶었는데 주니까 잘 먹었숩니다... 의사쌤은 수술 잘 됐다며 지금 가도 된다고. 마침 심방오신 목사님 내외분이 도와주셔서 집까지 무사히 도착.. 그리고 하루였지만 증말 보고싶었던 내 방 안착...😂😂 .. 진짜 깜짝 놀랐고.. 날 왜케 강하게 키우시는가 하기도 했지만 어차피 결국 정착해서 살아야 할 곳이라면 매도 미리 맞는 게 앞으로 살아가는 데에 더 큰 힘이 될 거라는 생각이 든다. 요새는 솔직히 몇년만 일하다 한국 돌아가서 그 경력으로 더 좋은 데 가지 않겠어? 하는 안일함이 스물스물 피어나고 있었다. 하지만 진짜, 이제는 오기가 생긴다. 진짜 여기서 끝을 볼 작정이다. 이제 맹장도 없는데 거칠 게 있겠어욤?ㅎㅎㅎ 진짜 진짜. 성공할 겁니다👊🏻👊🏻 겁나 열심히 해서 끝을 볼 거에요! 정착하고 싶어도 안될 수도 있으니 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 부딪칠 거 같으면 더 세게 들이받아 보겠습니당 이제 또 2막 시작입니당 홧팅홧팅💪🏻💪🏻 #strongerthanEVER #workhard #playHARDER

; it was such a wonderful day with badminton, swimming, suana/steam, jaguzzi and of course with a brunch of buddy who loves STEAMBOAT 😋😋🎉👍 #RealFunNeverStop #realopvianneverstops #workhard #playharder #potd

อยากจะอวดว่า "หอมมาก" . ยิ้มร่าเริงรับเช้าวันจันทร์ด้วย กาแฟโบรโม่หอมๆ สัมผัสสะอาด ดื่มง่าย ทิ้งหวานฉ่ำไว้ที่โคนลิ้น ดีมากกกกก... ทั้งหมดทั้งมวลยกความดีให้กับกาแฟดีๆ จาก @barista_todd ร้านกาแฟคุณภาพคับแก้วจากสมุทรสงคราม @globalecaffe #bijak13journey #coffeetime #craftcoffee #slowbarcoffee #bromoblend #globalecaffe #mediumroast #happinessissimple #lifebalance #lifeistooshort #eatwell #travelmore #drinkbestcoffee #smileoften #workhard #playharder #lostsoul #slowsteps #13steps

Bubble Bath 🛀 & 🌱🍒 girl’s gotta relax before the grind 👩🏼‍💼📝🗃🗂📊 . . . #lifestyleblogger #millennials #hipster #hippie #flowerchild #positivevibes #gyspysoul #vegetarian #boho #bohemianlifestyle #urbanscape #urbanjungle #bubblebath #girlboss #girlpower #workhard #playharder

Mahi’s wedding day 💝 Photography @harmeetgillphotography Snapchat - singhgi Booking open 2019-20 Call - 778-347-4767 ————————————————— #wedding #mehndi #photography #girl #happy #love #life #photographerlife #weddingmakeup #makeup #vancouver #vancouverphotographer #instagram #instafamous #famous #instagood #followme #instagramers #nature #model #modeling #boy #couple #prewedding #work #hard #playharder #punjabi #sikhwedding

I’m diligent working on turning my BIG dreams into reality!!! How about you? If you could wave a wand right now......what in your life would you keep? What would toss? What would you like to be different? #sundayselfreflection #selflove #goals #dreambig #workhard #playharder #love #redmansrule #bethebestversionofyou

10 days out and the excitement is getting unreal! So excited to step on stage and rock it! Counting down the minutes until i can have burgers, cookies, ice cream, donuts and 1942🤤 My hard work shows and it will pay off! It’s hard for people to understand how to have the discipline and mind set when on prep going out drinking waters all night around everyone who is getting wasted or going out to eat and not ordering all the fried food smothered in sauces/looking at the dessert menu. It all pays off in the end when you get what you are working so hard for. It’s only 10 weeks out of my year. 10 weeks of hard working 2 a days meal prepping being hangry eating rice cakes (which keep me sane) Good luck to all the competitors this year at North Americans. #northamericans2018 #pittsburgpro #npcbikini #npc #ifbb #bikinigirl #bikinicompetitor #igfi #igfit #fitspro #fitspiration #girlswholift #workout #motivation #surge #riseup #excited #gym #gymlifestyle #gains #workhard #playharder #girlswithtattoos

Today I slacked and was hit hard with a migraine. But tomorrow it's on like Donkey Kong 💪🏼(I hope 🤞🏻) Got a few @kttape applications to apply, which colors should I try? Let's make it fun 😊 •• #kttape #finishstronger #playharder #runnersofinstagram #instarunners #nevergiveup #nevermissamonday

Thanks for having me ladies of Miller School of Irish Dancing.... 🇨🇦 #irishdance #workhard #playharder #pushyourself #motivation #inspiration #love #travel #fitness #irishdancing

Love a Sunday lift sesh! The gym was EMPTY! Got in a nice little cardio sesh and did some booty work👟🍑🔥 #sweatsesh #getit #womanwholift #bootygains #dtinas #legday #cardioishardio #lovethislife #gymjunkie #workhard #playharder #fitlife #womanwholift #bands #reebok

"Sarah, I could never be a coach. I definitely don't LOOK the part. People will think I'm crazy. And I just don't have what it takes." Girlfriend...lemme just start by saying I remember feeling the SAME way. I still do, sometimes. But here's what I CAN tell you. I was once a timid, low self esteem, broken girl who now fearlessly shares every aspect of her journey with others, knowing that someone, somewhere, will also be inspired to make a change. I've come a LONG way thanks to these "silly" home workouts and "crazy" meal plans...but thankfully, you DON’T have to have a supermodel body to be successful. #proofofthat I acknowledge my failures and bust my BUTT to work hard & overcome them with a fail forward mindset. I CHOOSE to believe in others when they don't particularly believe in themselves...and helping them SEE their full potential...it's the coolest feeling EVER. I've sacrificed a LOT to get to where I'm at. But nothing beats providing for your own family through leaving a legacy. So if you're ready to quit watching from the sidelines and go after that desire God's put in YOUR heart...I'm ready to support and LEAD you every step of the way. Because regardless of WHO you are or WHERE you're at in your journey...ANYone can choose to better their future, right where they're at. ANYone can choose this opportunity and be successful at it, regardless of your circumstances. And ANYone bold enough to make a change will ALWAYS attract the skeptics. Cause' have you ever met a hater doing better than you?? Yea, me either.😉✌🏻❤️

I'm back from a two-week excursion in Canada, what a way to start off my 35th year. Shambhala & Vancouver thank you for the fun times!! Amazingness, slanging that wearable art and spreading those cool vibes at @shambhala_mf to the folks up north. Then I got to explore good ole Vancouver. Next adventure will lead me to the desert of Nevada for 2 weeks. Selling outside the burn then the second week I'll enter Burning Man, time to go home! @liquiddreamsart @kritterklips #canadianadventure #shambhala #vancouver #travel #explore #musicfestival #dance #outdoors #internationalG #amazingviews #trendsetters #livelovelife #hustlehard #playharder #lovingthegame

To burn extra calories while hiking, swim through every watering hole. #fitnessmodel #absofsteel #gotheextramile